| I just want to feel tiny for once. I can't breathe. |
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| I've dropped down to about 113. It's crazy how I was once 126 during this time last year. In fact, it's disgusting. But now that I am living at home and not at the dorms, I noticed a huge change in my eating patterns. It's sickening to think how much beer I drank, which of course is almost always accompanied by many slices of greasy pizza and other fattening goodies. I can thank that for my weight gain. I don't miss that lifestyle AT ALL.
However, I do miss living on my own. I need to start saving in order to get an apartment in Philly. This is gonna take for fuckin' ever.
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| I'm afraid I will never break lose of this apathy. The days have gotten longer and my patience has gotten shorter. I want to go back.
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| It doesn't matter anymore.
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| I am so fucking sick of this cold weather! I feel like I gain more weight during the winter... I need a tan! I look ghoulish.
I haven't worked out in months. I can't find the motivation anymore :( I've become extremely lazy. I need to get my shit together. Damn.
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